Teach us to love

Dear father, Every single day, I see bad news. War. Crimes. Murder. Slavery. Terror. Narcotic. I see brokenhearted every single time I turn into my news feed. I wonder, how does it feel, to be in such situation of irrational misery? I know, I can be that girl who was born in the middle of […]

Birthday Wish

People asked me, how can I pray for you? And here I my wish for my today’s birthday. Please pray  may I can always be abide and rooted in God’s love never ending love. By having such love flowing within me, may God strengthens me to love in biblical standard: to be patient, to be meek, […]


  Relationship, any kind personal relationship that involve more than one broken man, either marriage, friendship, courtship, brotherhood, sisterhood, can be very messy. As we chose to step into someone’s deeper life, we cannot avoid to see the mark of imperfection.  And those imperfection, can be very hurtful as we will always find dissatisfaction, un-met […]

Our safe place

A suicide bomber came into a church in my hometown, North Sumater while the congregation were having their ceremony. Praise God, the bomb was managed to be handled. But this incident has made me ponder about something, safety place. Sumatera Utara, has been known as the home of millions of Indonesian Christians. Batak Tribe, my […]

The language of love

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. There is no an easy way to love: be it to our parents, our siblings, our friends, […]

A prayer for Nahdlatul Ulama

PBNU AND DERADICALISATION AGENDA With more than 70 million followers, Nahdlatul Ulama for sure is the largest Islamic organization by size in the world. It was born in the Eastern part of Java, Indonesia as a response to the growing influence of Wahabism from Saudi Arabia. It has a central role in shaping the culture […]